I can’t cope

[Captain24]

I’ve been trying to fill out admission forms @amber22. It’s all too hard. 

Other than nothing. 

[amber22]

You're doing so well @Captain24 You can do this 

I hope you have something nice planned for yourself for tonight ❤️

[Captain24]

I don't think I can. @amber22.

My CM just rang. She said she felt flat after our appointment earlier. So she wanted to check in and see if I’ll be ok. I hesitated. But said I think so. 

[amber22]

How are you feeling about your appointment now? Did you find it was helpful at all for you? @Captain24 

You're doing really well Captain, one step at a time, you're not alone

[Captain24]

It was nice that she checked in @amber22. She really cares but if she has to check in it means she knows I’m really unwell. 

I kinda wish I was fully honest with her. But I just didn’t want the backlash from my parents. 

Yes I am safe. 

[Captain24]

Anyone?

[tyme]

Heya @Captain24 

I'm here 🙂 Hope you are okay

[Captain24]

Hey @tyme 

[tyme]

What's happening @Captain24 

I'm around if you need some company

[Captain24]

I’m feeling really alone and it feels like I shouldn’t be @tyme