I am home. Just sitting on the lounge trying to not fall asleep. I’m so tired. I didn’t sleep well last night either. I was too stressed. I used all the strategies that my psych gave me except for handover the cards for the words I didn’t think I’d be able to say but I said them.
I used my spiky ring the whole time in the drive over and just talked to mum. She sat with me in the waiting room until they took me in. She even asked how I was going. I told her that it wasn’t has bad as I thought. I messaged her when I was nearly ready to be picked up and she was already waiting. She can be a good mum. It was so nice to see the other side of her. I talked all the way home, I don’t remember half the trip just know it felt like a really long way to get home.
Im in a lot of pain, not sure that I can take anything though after all the pain relief they gave me at hospital.
Ot turns out that I had 3 polyps. I have to call tomorrow to get a medical certificate and to make a new appointment. He said to just do Telehealth as, after Friday he wound be back here before Christmas. If I have any trouble in the next couple of days I’m to go and see him while he is here Friday. I’m just to go up and tell the receptionist that I have to see him and he will see me. I think that is amazing. I guess going private really has its benefits.
Im still not feeling anywhere near ok mentally but it was an overwhelming day and I'm really tired and drugged up. I’m trying to take all that into consideration. Tomorrow is a new day.
I want to thank you all for your support with all of this. I have really appreciated it.
@Ru-bee @AuntGlow @Jynx @tyme
