Hi Everyone, what a warm response to my disclosure. I'm so touched that you remember me fondly, and that recent connections don't mind. Things irl are getting too much for me.
I've left my former residence now, just have a lot of unpacking to do, but at least there's no deadline and I can take my time. Don't know anybody here in the town.
Hope I don't relapse into a major depression from isolation, but know the warning signs now at least. and i quite like this nesting process (fatigue aside), and finding my stuff again. Need to get my cupboards from storage though. Gotta stop this recreating myself thing, in real life as well as the forums. Part of my pathology I guess.
Bit worried ill bebkicked off, e La is gonnag onna me off the forums. Can't find another online forum like this, need support, especially now. I have my Journal and my faith I guess. What more can life take from me really? Doesn't matter anymore. There I go getting gloomy again like Eor lol Thanks for getting me talking.
