Thinking of you too @Appleblossom and sending love.  Be gentle with yourself for a while if you can. 

I am aware of already preparing myself and protecting my boundaries with my mother visiting in 9 days and staying here for 6.  She has a major potential to trigger me into revisiting many old hurts and traumatic events.

I am too tired tonight to respond at length - there was more I wanted to say but it left my brain while I typed the above.  I had psychologist, podiatrist and psychiatrist all today and am somewhat fried.

Just know I care @Appleblossom @Adge @BlueBay @Owlunar @Shaz51  xx